inilah 'AKU'

|| 301109 ||

~ends~

-si mantan-

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'aku'

sgt sedey...

bile hanya perkataan 'bai'

sume musnah...

tatau yg berape lme ku tnggu..

bersiap bagai....

santek2...

just wanna going out wit u...

then???

ku sabo ngn pangai mu...

ku thn ngn sikap mu...

wpon bpe kali ko ttp mungkiri...

aku xpnh bersungut...

aku ttp senyum...

just for us..

but...

u never noe...

u never realise...

u just noe...

u always rite...

u never do the mistake..

just me...

me...

dlm pale u...

sume i slh...

sumenyerr i...

u tduh i bkn2...

u ckp i kuo ngn org ni...

pdhal sjk u tngglkn i..

tdo lah teman setia kuh....

smlm seharian aku tdo...

hp kuh biarkan silent...

fb kuh biarkan jua...

aku mengharapkan...

bile aku bgn...

ia cume mimpi ngeri....

tp....

rupenyr2 mimpi ngeri tersebut

menjadi knytaan...

being dumped.....

shittt...

aku?

nanes....

giler2....

xpnh aku down cmnie...

stlah kesah dulu...

hanya abg, chik je taw...

cmne aku dulu...

down sgt2...

its happened again...

but xseteruk dulu...

aku msih igt spe aku...

spe fmly aku..

spe kwn2 aku..

yg selalu ade...

bile aku perlukn seseorg...

terutama abg...

thnxxx abg...

abg byk bg sapot kt adk....

abg terlalu menjaga adk mu ni...

tq sbb sentiase ade bile adk down...

kwn2...

yg selalu ade bile aku kesepian...

salu sapot aku wpon aku ni

kdg2 xde mse utk kuo ngn korunk..

mcm2 alasan aku bgi...

semate2 nk jga ati n perasaan 'dia'

tp korunk ttp trime aku...

sapot aku....xputus2 bg dorngn...

korunk col...korunk tnye kaba...

smda sms or fb...

risaunyer korunk...

thnxxxx korunk...

terharu aku..

punyer kwn kaya loeh sume...

gue bangga sama kamoo...

korunk lah kwn sejati...

thnxxx being frens with me...

org yg kurang segalanyer2...

thnxxx kwn2...

maaf...

kalo smlm aku xangkat call....

aku xbls sms....

needs space for myself smlm...

mencari drikuh kembali....

mencari kekuatan utk aku...

alhamdulillah...

aku semakin pulih...

aku semakin kuat...

utk trime sume ni...

thnxx to Him...

kerana membenarkan aku merasai sume ni...

skng aku sadar...

yg aku hanyalah

org 'experiment'

anyway...

thnxx sbb sudi bg aku

merasai dunia bersama mu...

sakit..perit jerih aku...

kau xkn dpt rase...

sbb kau sdh mersainyer 'dulu'

tp kau bg aku pula merasai nyerr..

aku taw perasaan mu dulu...

maafkan aku...

sume ni mmg dtg dri kesilapan aku...

u n i noe who is 'that person'

n we also noe..

spe yg kne mntk maaf...

and

i mintak maaf utk sume ni...

sgt2 maaf...

halalkn sume antra kite...

and no need to apologize to me..

kamo xde slah pon..

and i sntiase

memaafkan org disekeliling kuh..

and sntsa menghalalkan ape jua..

aku xkn bermusuh dgn mu...

ko bkn musuh kn...

jgn risau....

just gimme some space..

some time...

to recharge myself again...

to recover back...

to start a new life...

when im back to me myself...

when im smiling again...

when im full with happiness...

itulah AKU....

u can find me....

insyaallah...

....inilah 'AKU'....

Happy Eid-Adha!

Another celebration, yeay!

Today in a great day of friday,on 27th November 2009, our Muslim brothers and sisters will be celebrating yet another holy celebration – Eid Adha (Festival of Sacrifice), also known as Hari Raya Haji for Muslims in Malaysia.

It is a day for remembrance of the big sacrifice done by Prophet Abraham and his son, Prophet Ishmael to God. For some, Eid ul-Adha coincides with the Haj, a pilgrimage to the Muslim Holy Land that is compulsory for every Muslim that is able to afford it. For most of us, it is a meaningful celebration where family, friends and neighbors visit each other to wish them well and seek for forgiveness.

Selamat Hari Raya, everybody! :)

huhu...me?

raye je kt sni...

xdpt alek kg pown...

uwaaaaa :'(

jeles sgt bile spupu sume dpt alek kg...

mne aci...

ni lah gara kje...

xdpt nk cuti...

uwaaaaa...

sedey banget seyh :(

aku nk mkn dging gak...

terutama my fav dish..

paru laa weyh...

mst kt kg...

dorunk wt bbq,sup, 'colek perot'

sungguh aku xdpt merasainyerrr...

adoiiii....

knapelaaa...

uisshhh...

skng kol 2pagi...

aku still xleh tdo...

sok pgi nk wtpe erk...

haih...

sedey tol beraye xalek kg...

sob..sob.. :'(

ni lah nsib aku thn neeyh..

haih...

10 Innovative Ways to Propose your Loved Ones

**copy**

1. Walk up behind girl and point fingers shaped like gun into her back
"You're under arrest!"
For what?
"For stealing my heart."

2. Hi, my name is Chance, Do I have one?

3. are your legs tired?
girl: Why?
because you have been running through my mind all day!

4. "I lost my phone number, can I borrow yours?"

5. Can you give me directions to your heart? I've seemed to have lost myself in your eyes

6. Take a look at the tag on the girls shirt, jacket, etc.
She would say,"What are doing"
resond,"Oh, just checking to see if you were made in Heaven."

7. Pick up a flower and walk over to girl.
"I was just showing this flower how beautiful you are."

8. Is it hot in here or is it just you?

9. Walk up to a guy and say: "Are you from Greece?"
"No" he answers.
"Oh, I thought all the gods were from Greece"

10. GEE I FEEL LIKE RICHARD GERE STANDING BESIDE YOU ........... PRETTY WOMEN

8 Lies of a 'Mother'

**copy**

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say "Eat this rice, son! I'm not hungry."

This was Mother's First Lie.

As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat the what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten, My heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish, son! I don't really like fish."
This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes, which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, "Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning." Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep, son! I'm not tired."
This was Mother's Third Lie.

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her.. Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love, Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said "Drink, son! I'm not thirsty!".
This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle who lived near my house came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying "I don't need love."
This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and gotten a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, "I have enough money."
That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son; she said to me "I'm not used to high living."
That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, "Don't cry, son! I'm not in pain."
That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this, her eighth lie, she died. YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL! M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the Million things she gave me,
"O" means Only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the Tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her Heart of gold,
"E" is for her Eyes with love-light shining in them,
"R" means Right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER" a word that means the world to me.

For those of you who are lucky to be still blessed with your Mom's presence on Earth, this story is beautiful. For those who aren't so blessed, this is even more beautiful.

|| 231109 ||

OMG!!!!!!!!

pepagi bute lg...

aku dh kelam kabut...

maklumlah...

pale ngh serabut...

bdn ade,tp otak ke lain...

lu pnyer psl laa nie...

haih..huhu~

ngh siap nk g kje pgi td...

mls nk msok kol8, aku p lewat sket...

dh kol8, aku dh log off lappy,

prepared to go work lah..

dgn selamber...dgn xde perasaan...

confident je sume brg dh msok beg,

tup..tup...selamber je

tekan kunci pintu, tarik...kebooommmm...

sapa si miza...

lorr..xsiap lgi??

cpt..jum....

sdg berlengah2 kt hall...

tetibe je...

teringat something...

KUNCI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kpla dh terbyang2...

kunci bergayut2 kt locker..

cinabeng...

babeng...

aku lupe amik kunci kt locker..

pdhal aku dh kunci pintu bilik...

selambernyerrrrrr....

TIDAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK....

aku menjerit...

miza....kunci..kunci...akk xamik kunci lgi...

pintu dh kunci...

mcne neyh...

adoiii...

serabut2....

aku dh kelam kabut...

mcmmne nie..

ape aku nk wt..

kunci spare pon xde....

adoiiii....

kunci bese pon xde...

aape aku nk wt...

abes sume org aku msg...

tnye...

jwpan sume menghampakan...

inilah...

padahnyerrr...

kpala dok tang len...

bdn dok tang tuh gak....

shitttt....

miza....

tolong akk...

ape aku nk wt nie...

830 dh dkt...

lmbt laa aku p kje...

ayooo~

xde kad laa nk cucuk...

aku dh try ngn kad mesra petronas...

xpat gak...

adoiii...

aku dh mati akal ni...

wut to do...

TIDAKK...

aku dh putus asa..

redha jela...

alek kje kang..

pecah pintu pon..

pecah laa....

nasib r...

si miza try bkk...

ngn lesen P nyerr...

(konon dh xpki laa,yela dh ade lesen BESAR)

ekekekkekek :p

dia ngn sedaya upaya try gak...

cungkil...cungkil...

dh mcm ape dh pintu tuh dia gegar..

xdpt nk digambarkan..ekekekekkek :p

(klo lah aku amik vid ke pix ke time tuh, mst besh :)

akk...saya rse pintu nk bulih bkk dh...

dh dpt rse dh...

???apee??

yeke???

aku pon p laa tolong dia...

wpon ngn ati berbelah bgi...

xmungkin lah...

cceeehhhhh...

dia cungkil..

aku tolak...

dgn kudrat dia yg lebey...

n tolakan aku kt pintu...

at last...

we did it..

yey~~~~~~~~~

aku ngn dia bersorak girang....

mcm xcye je...

pintu bilik terbukak...

alamak....

weeeeee~

pecah tawa kotrang time tuh..

unbelievable...ahhahahhahahha :))

aku tewos amik kunci...

kunci alek...

hahahahhahahha :))

kami gelak xthn sgt2...

smpi bwh..

nk p kolej pon gelak...

lagi...lagi...dan lagi...

mmg experience xdpt lupe laaa....

hahahahha :))

mmg miza leh jdik pencurik laaa....

tabik laaa sme lu gurl...

ekekekkeke :p

tp pencurik yg bsing...

mcm nk pecah pintu tuh dia kjekan...

adoiii...

anyway gurl..

thnxxx a lot..

sbb tolong akk...

jasa mu xdpt ku blass...

hnya Tuhan yg dpt bls...

weeeeeee~

|| new life as a worker ||

04 november 2009

ari pertama aku reg as new intern kt

KPTM...

kt mne?

nk taw lebeh specifik?

kt no.4 kt pix bwh ni huh...

:)

tkot..nebes..sume ade...

huhu~

kol8-5..

pehh...

kne bgn awl siot...

xpnh2 bgn awl lol..

aku g kls pon xseawal ni taw x..

adoii..

mampukah???

owwhh..

TIDAKKKKK...

tp aku wajib...

sebagai t/jwb aku

sbgi pekerja yg berdedikasi..

chewahhhhh :))

sejupp siot dok lam opiss...

kalah northpole...

dh leh beku klo dok lelame...

adoiyai...

ni laa kje aku...ngadap PC

aku wtpe??

nk taw?

musti laa bkk FB..

bnda wjib stiap ari aku bkk..

wakakakkaka :))

inikah nmenyer pekerja berdedikasi?

itu sdh tntu..

ahahahhahahah :))

ala...

bkk fb utk skali skala...

utk refresh kn otak...

tol x?

:p

kje ttp wt ape..

beresss stiap mse...

hehheheheh...

nilah kje aku...

data entry...

peehh...

bpak muhsan seyh...

tiap ari kne key in data

bpak xde life..

bosan shialll...

sbb tuh laa..

kite perlukan

smthing yg intersting...

mcm..

bkk FB...

ekekekekke :p

korunk tak taw..

betapa bosannyer

nk kne taip info

bdk2 skolah

yg tulisan cm hape..

ssh nk phm...

info xlengkap..

mcm2 lagi lah..

tensi siott...

adoiyaii..

sabo jela..

dh tasks aku cmtuh...

dripda xwt ppe..

lgi laa bosan..

bek aaa tgn ni..

menaip..

ngeeee~

ari2 aku kai bju kurung p kje..

baek x aku?

ahhahahahah :))

bnda wjib buat kt opis

:)

kje bawu aku...

dok kaunter...

comel x aku?

sjak jd awex kaunter..

ahahhahahha :))

inilah tpt aku bekerja ari2...

data entry..

angkat phone call...

layan pelanggan yg dtg

:)

bile laa kje ni nk abes..

2weeks cm 2thn nk abes...

sabo2...

chaiyok2 azah zara!!!!

|| 151109 ||

today is my birthday :)

errmm...

i just sleep on my birthday :)

hahahhahaha :))

poor u azah...

no one was celebrated ur birthday

pgn mke kau :p

hahahahhaha :))

ade aku kesah???

tiap2 taun pon aku xceleb...

i dun care...

thnxx for those who wished to me

kat FB n thru SMS also..

glad :)

maseh ade yg hengat ghupenyerr :)

hanya Tuhan je leh bls

thnxxxx auww...:)

leb u oll :)

shedapnyerr cuppy cakes :)

wondering klo lah dpt time besday...

suke sgt2...

tp....

tp....

xpelah :(

anyway,

its oke :)

life must go on..

epy ttp epy...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN

AZAH ZARA

YG KE-24

(tuo dh aku...hahahhaha)

moga aku pnjng umo,

dimurahkan rezeki,

mendapat keberkatan idop oleh Allah swt

menuju jalan kebenaran,

mencapai idop yg sihat

moga sukses dlm ape jua aku buat

dan

eppy sokmo :))

INSYAALLAH..AMIN~